"I'm not sure if it's the right time for this conversation, but I just feel like chatting today. You know, , w

"I'm not sure if it's the right time for this conversation, but I just feel like chatting today. You know, , while we were living like a gang of mercenaries, I tried never to make any plans for the future. Never even imagine a happy and proud picture, 'myself in ten years', who had made all his dreams come true. I considered it bad luck! I'm a little superstitious like that. And it's easier... when you're not thinking about your future... it's not so scary to dash into risky situations."