"You know... There was this chump in Numeria who went mad because of all the torture. He thought there was no

"You know... There was this chump in Numeria who went mad because of all the torture. He thought there was no one in the world but him. He said that when he closed his eyes, I disappeared. That's just about how I've felt during the last few months. Like if you're not looking at me, I don't exist. Like a ghost that's only real when you touch me. I cut my skin to make sure I still have red blood."