"What does 'deserved' have to do with anything? Life's not a ledger. I'd much rather have gotten to smash my f

"What does 'deserved' have to do with anything? Life's not a ledger. I'd much rather have gotten to smash my father in the face and go drinking with my brother — but that's not happening, is it? And it sucks. A lot. I don't give two shits what they 'deserved.'"